|The light at the end of your tunnel is closing, the things you will do to fufill your addiction
||[Jun. 16th, 2004|01:02 pm]
Do you remember me?
|||||Staind "blow away"||]|
Hmmm boring day, cleaned out my closet, those bodies were starting to stink really bad, they needed to be thrown out to make room for my new ones anyway. I mean.....yes, next subject. Volunteer more tomorrow, it wasnt so bad yesterday time didnt stand still or move backwards like it did in Pediatrics (thank God) But i did get to see my friend Shontelle that i hadnt seen in like 2 yrs, that was fun. Oh!!! And the best part is that Jamee doesn't work the same days as me!!! I never have to see her face ever again!!! *does an anti jamee dance* I think i might draw or something later, im feeling slightly artistically inclined at the moment. That doesn't look like proper english and probobly isnt. Ya know i thought that being around jamee was the reason i was all "kill myself" but i've been away from her for a few weeks now and well, i havent really improved or anything, not drastically anyway. And well i can't seem to remember a time when i wasnt all depressed and stuff, is it possible to be born that way? I don't think it is, but....oh i dunno, my tiny brain is gonna explode if i keep thinking so i'll stop here, au revoir
~*Wish i could dissapear, unzip my skin and leave it here.....someday i'll dissapear with out a trace....feel like a book that can't be read*~